workaholic much?

ok, so probably not really... even managed to come home at 11:30 tonight... so why am i still up? avoiding going to bed because then i know that means i have to get up and go in tomorrow? nah, couldn't be... d'awww... sometimes i just really hate this place. but it all just comes back to me. i only hate it cause i don't do anything but work and i don't know anyone. but i only don't know anyone cause i don't do anything to meet people, so i just stay at work to avoid having to have an excuse for not doing anything but work. yeah, i rock.

and why is it that whenever i start to feel really lonely and depressed, i further isolate myself and withdraw? does that make sense?