should be sleeping

so i know i don't sleep enough and that's why i'm always tired..... but there's just too much to do to sleep... why can't someone make a pill to make up for that "lost" sleep?

i really meant to go to bed early tonight.. honestly i did. even had a couple strong gin and tonics to make sure i did... was gonna pass out and sleep great around 11... then jillian called... and then i started talking to tracie... and well, now it's after 1 and i'm still not in bed... what's my deal, yo?

oh well, i guess i'll jujst have to suck it up again tomorrow... like always. this will be the summer of no sleep. always goin somewhere and doin something on the weekends... and working crazy hours tryin to meet insane deadlines during the week. ugh. but i do it to myself, so i can't complain really... although i still think i should be able to :-)

and that's all she wrote...