everything falls apart

that old dog's eye view song (yes, i had to look up who sang it) has been going through my head the last few days... seems to be very fitting for me now, and, well, always. i definitely seem to be one of those people who isn't happy unless there's something going wrong. when things go right, i look for reasons why it can't be. just not content with being content it seems. (which, why don't i ever write in here about the good times i have?)

anyhow, what got me thinking about it again was how i've been avoiding calling back the guy about the potential new job cause i'm not sure if i want it (which i won't probably know unless i call him back) or if i even want to leave my current job (which i'm always going back and forth on). but at least i'm finally gonna email the guy back, so maybe i'll step up and do something about it now. who knows, only time can tell, some other cliche... yeah, that's all i've got now.

(this post brought to you by the selected ben folds songs i have playing now)